Saturday, February 5, 2011

Crossroads

When I began this blog I was at a crossroad, made a decision, and lived with the results ... unsure that it was the right decision (despite the usual rhetoric from "my people" who thought it was best...you know, basically telling me it was my destiny and so forth )...until yesterday. I'm sure there will still be times of periodic anxiety and doldrums, but I believe and hope that the doubt is gone. Yesterday's ongoing events brought forth, for the first time, a true sense that I made the right decision 18 months ago...that is patience.

Yesterday, I was beginning to understand that a new feeling in my mind, heart, and soul was crystallizing...beginning with a phone call in the morning, another email, a web conference in the afternoon, and then an unexpected voice from one of my angels. This is the angel who gave me a conceptual base to truly understand charity vs. justice and the importance of relationship and mutuality in mission.

I am blessed with humbled gratitude for those who are in my life...from my family to many near and far. Onward to becoming a "teacher of hope."

3 comments:

  1. Good to see you back blogging so we can all ehar about your journey.

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  2. There was no doubt in my mind. So glad you took some time to reflect and take a view of the past 18 months. Exhausting but amazing -- no? Congratulations!

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  3. Ehlan, thanks honey and, Glinda,thanks always for your encouragement and good will.

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